Tuesday, December 19, 2006

KGB Happenings

The latest issue of The KGB Bar's online lit mag features a feature article on Impetus Press. Check the link here.

Also in Impetus and KGB related news, Fires author Nick Antosca was featured as part of the Nick, Noah, Ned, Tao reading on Saturday night which was, apparently, a massive success. Keep an eye on the KGB website for the official review and pictures.

Friday, December 08, 2006


FIRES

Impetus Press is proud to announce the upcoming release of FIRES a novel by Nick Antosca. Right now, the tentative release date is December 31. Please also come down to KGB Bar on December 16th to the alpha-male reading of the century featuring Nick Antosca, Noah Cicero, Ned Vizzini, and Tao Lin. The KGB Bar is located at 85 East 4th Street New York NY 10003. Cross Streets:, bet. 2nd and Bowery. Web Site:, www.kgbbar.com.

With all four of these guys in the same room together, something just might explode. In any case, it will definitely be something to see. Special edition pre-release copies of FIRES will be on sale for a staggering discount. Go down for the reading and get one, and have Nick sign it for you to boot. Then smugly brag to your friends that you have it and they don't.

Hollywoodland Review and Impetus Article,

An article about the state of independent publishing ran yesterday in Las Vegas CityLife--featuring Impetus Press.

And here's a recent review of Jennifer Banash's Hollywoodland: An American Fairy Tale, in the KGB Lit Magazine.


Enjoy!

Thursday, December 07, 2006


Chi-Town

By the time I landed in Chicago, I was pissed. I had just been raped of all my beauty products, and I was seriously annoyed. I sat waiting for Willy to pick me up, fuming in front of the doors leading to the cold-ass street, realizing that I hadn't even remotely brought warm enough clothes with me. Damn you, Chicago winters. Damn you all to hell. All of my annoyance completely evaporated as I climbed into Willy's car and was greeted to several sloppy, passionate kisses from . . . my dog, Sigmund--the greatest Beagle on the planet. I was only gone for four days, but God I missed him. We made out for about fifteen minutes in the front seat before he quieted down and headed to the back to sleep on top of Willy's jacket.

After we checked into our hotel, I was starving. Why don't they feed you on planes anymore? Cheap bastards. Not that plane food is so tasty or anything, but still. We decided to go to our favorite place in all of Chicago for soul food --Army and Lou's on the South Side. I LOVE Army and Lou's. Its the kind of place with white tablecloths and red banquettes, where, if you're lucky enoug to go on a sunday for brunch, you'll see hordes of older black ladies dressed to the nines--complete with big pudding-bowl shaped hats, ordering copious qunatities of fried chicken and wings, gossiping after church. They have the best fried chicken I have EVER eaten--anywhere, and the waitresses are awesome. We ate an amount hat could be called prodigious--willy had catfish, and I had the aformentioned fried chicken, mashed potatoes with gravy, and coleslaw. I was seriously thinking about getting a side of macaroni and cheese when the waitress told me, in no uncertain terms "You don't want that." Huh? I blinked at her uncomprehendingly. But I'm still hungry, my inner glutton whined. "You don't want that," she continued, "because you won;t have any room for dessert." Everything became clear when she brought us a fucking BOAT of apple and pear cobbler, heaped with vanilla ice-cream. I'm not kidding--the fucking dish was a boat. Did we eat every last drop? Yes, sir, we certainly did. The kicker was, just as we were leaving, the Reverand Jesse Jackson walked in, sat down, and ordered chicken and collard greens. Willy and I sat there with our mouths open. Awesome. Fucking awesome.

The rest of the afternoon was spent shopping in Target, browsing in Wicker Park where I bought my poor Siggy a doggie T-shirt in American Apparel (he was shivering), and lounging around back at the hotel. I was so exhausted from traveling that we passed out pretty early. The next morning we met my friend Susie for brunch at a place called Deeleece on the North side. We got SERIOUSLY lost and were a whopping 45 minutes late. Since I hadn't seen Susie in about 2 years, I felt like a major asshole. She was really sweet about it though, and we had a great time catching up, while stuffing ourselves with eggs and bread pudding. Yum. We bummed around a bit before the reading at Myopic Books, and I had a glass of wine at Bin Cafe and Wine Bar--which is conveniently located right across the street from the bookstore. The turnout was quite good for a sunday night, and it was really comfortable and intimate--I felt like I was reading in someone's living room--but in a really good way. We met Adam Levin, who runs the reading series, and his girlfriend, who were both ridiculous amounts of nice. We're going to schedule Nick Anotsca and Christina TeBordo at Myopic in the spring, as its a great venue. After the reading, Willy and I headed to this amazing mexican joint Willy had read about in the paper that day, and proceeded to have the best mexican dinner I have ever had in my life--outside of mexico. This food was so fresh, so ridiculously well-prepared, that I felt like jumping up and down while I was eating it. But I was too busy moaning about how good it was for that kind of unruly behavior.


Me and Robert Marshall, author of A Separate Reality

HAPPY ENDING READING AND NY.

I was not in the mood to go to NY. The week before the trip, I was seriously thinking about cancelling. I was tired, overworked, and was on deadline to get the first two chapters of my dissertation finished by the end of Christmas break. That being said, a quick jaunt to NY was really the last thing I needed. But, it was Happy Ending, a reading series I really admire, and the cherry on the cake of my trip was that I'd get to spend lots of time with one Mr. Nick Burd--otherwise known as my gay boyfriend or a.k.a the best host ever. Amazingly, there were no flight delays, and I landed at Laguardia a little before noon, grabbed a cab--after fighting profusely with a cab driver who refused to go to Brooklyn--much less Fort Greene--and was on Nick's doorstep within a half hour of landing. He was still stuck at work, so I sat on his stoop for around twenty minutes, waiting for him to stroll down the block. The weather was gorgeous--60 degrees and sunny. When Nick arrived, we decided to do lunch at ICI, an amazing bistro where all the food is organic, and I ended up having scrambled eggs with smoked salmon, a bagel and cream cheese, and lots and lots of coffee with cream. We mostly walked around Brooklyn for the rest of the afternoon, shopping, peeking into expensive-ass stores in Park Slope, and stopping twice--once for tea, and another time to split a cupcake--which, I lamented repeatedly was not as good as the one's from Magnolia Bakery. I love just walking the city with Nick--he pays attention to everything, and is constantly drawing my attention to something cool that I wouldn't have noticed on my own. Most of all I love that, when we hang out, its just so RELAXED. I've known him for a long time, and there's no bullshit. I can't wait until Nick finishes his novel, so I can come to all his readings and cheer him on. That's just the kind of friend I am.


By the time we got to the reading that night, I was NERVOUS as usual. I made a total ass of myself by walking up to a table filled with hipsters and asking which one was Amanda Stern--as I had never seen her picture. That went over well, and I blushed so hard that I thought my face would catch on fire--thank god it was darker than fuck in the bar. Of course, when I got home that night I Googled Amanda and pulled up a pic, and I've got to say, even if I HAD seen a photo of her, there's no way I would've recognized her--she's much prettier in person than in her photographs. She was really kind--especially after she found out that I suffer from panic attacks--and made with the drink tickets pretty quickly. Two weak-ass drinks later, I was still nervous as hell, and the place was beginning to fill up. Two of my favorite Impetus authors--Nick Antosca, along with Kate Hunter showed up to support me, so we sat and chatted for a while, and I had the pleasure of meeting the incomporable Ned Vizzini (who Jessa Crispin rightly refers to as a "dreamboat"). I chatted with Robert Marshall who was also reading, and bought a copy of what looks like his fine book A Separate Reality. After the band played a few songs, it was my turn to take the stage. Now, for those of you who have never been to Happy Ending before, the tradition is that before you read, you must take a public risk--and the act of reading doesn't count. Basically, you have to do something on stage you've never done before. So, I called Nick Burd up to the stage, and asked him to be my sperm doner if I don't find someone suitable in a few years. That went over pretty well, and everyone laughed. The cool thing was that, after taking the risk, I wasn't really nervous anymore. Before I knew it, I was sitting back down again, relieved.

Ron Hogan from Beatrice.com and Galleycat.com also showed up. I really like Ron--he's a sweetheart, and I was pretty touched that he came out to see me read. He was interested in the whole Jaime Clarke nightmare, so I gave him the story in broad strokes. I stood around and chatted for a while with Alix Strauss--who also read from her book The Joy Of Funerals, and Ron, and then Nick B. wanted to go and get chinese food, so we went to this absolutely insane place in Chinatown where the waiters largely ignored us, and we had to practically beg to get our check. It was fun anyway.

The rest of my trip was spent packing (Nick was moving the day I left), drinking with Nick, talking, and walking around NY so much that I thought my feet would fall off. I very much wanted to take Nick Antosca to dinner to discuss the upcoming release of his book, but he had zero time for me as he's living the jet set lifestyle. Typical. I shopped a lot at my favorite vintage store Hooti Couture, and Carol's Daughter--only to get all my body lotion and hair products purchased at CD taken away from me as I tried to get on a plane to Chicago that saturday morning. Bastards.

Friday, November 24, 2006

Happy Ending's Reading

Jennifer Banash, author of Hollywoodland: An American Fairy Tale, will be reading at the Happy Ending's Reading Series from 8:00-10:00 pm (doors open @ 7 pm) on Wednesday, November 29th along with Alix Strauss, Robert Marshall, and Mila Drumke. The address is 302 Broome Street @ Forsythe. Take the B or D to Grand Street or the F J M Z to Delancy. If you're in the NY area, come on down and enjoy the show. You'll enjoy the added bonus of watching Jennifer make a fool of herself during the "public risk" portion of the performance-which is reason enough to trek down to Chinatown if you ask me.
Thanksgiving

This year, I feel we have a lot to be thankful for--most recently, the fact that Impetus Press has been picked up by Biblio book distribution, and that Impetus titles will now be available in bookstores nation wide. Most impertantly, I can finally get these damn books out of my apartment. Yay!

I'm also thankful for our authors, who impress me daily with their talent, bravery, and determination. Not to mention Willy Blackmore, who is the best co-publisher a girl could have. Thanks, Willy.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

The review and podcast of the Impetus Press reading at the KGB Bar in NYC has finally made it's way online. Unfortunetly, it's buried in back pages of the archive and the following link is the closest I can get you to it. You'll have to scroll down until you see a picture of Jennifer and I--then read from there.

Thursday, November 16, 2006


Both Kate Hunter's The Dream Sequence and Jennifer Banash's Hollywoodland: An American Fairy Tale have new reviews floating around out there on the internet. As a publisher, I have bones to pick with both, but I guess that's just the way it has to be. Here are the links so you can check them out yourselves.

Hollywoodland Review

The Dream Sequence Review

Thursday, November 09, 2006


I've Got the Guns, Bitches: My Almost-Liberation From LOST


Who do these LOST bitches think they are? Really. First they hook me with two breath-stopping, action-packed first and second seasons, and THEN they have the nerve to pull the rug out from me with this, should I say, boring third season that has all the suspense of an episode of The Young and the Restless. NOW, to and insult to injury, they're now pulling this going-on-haitus-for-sixteen weeks-bullshit. And it has me hopping mad--or at least switching off my TV in disgust. Do the writers of LOST really think our addiction is so unstoppable that they can pull this klind of bullshit and we'll still show up, drooling in front of the TV like hungry puppies when they finally decide to resume the season in Feburary? (that was a rhetorical question, in case you missed the blatant sarcasm)

LOST is on the cusp of becoming an evil, all-encroaching super-power--much like Starbucks. You've gotten too big for your britches, LOST, and I think you need to be taken down a peg or two. And, I for one am not falling for your island-mind-games. Do you hear me, LOST? I refuse to be captive to your limp-wristed intimdation tactics. After all, unlike Sawyer and Kate, the only cage I'm trapped on is one of my own making. No longer will I tell everyone I meet that LOST is the best show ever. No longer will I buy your overpriced box sets for family and friends during the holiday season. No more will I program my Tivo weeks in advance, checking it one, or two tiimes each wednesday night, JUST TO BE SURE its working properly. Nope, not me. Going on haitus? Just test me, bitches, just fucking TRY me. Because I am one fickle, stubborn bitch. You go on vacation, have a lovely time languishing on those Hawaiian beaches, and, in the meantime, I'll become addicted to America's Next Top Model or The Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders. After all, LOST isn't the only show on television that can boast quality programming. . . Maybe I'll even forget about you entirely. THEN where will you be, huh? Who's laughing NOW?

Clearly LOST has no idea who they're dealing with. And Sawyer and Jack are not THAT cute. I will not tune in each week just for the glorious pleasure of seeing Sawyer half-naked for 60, bliss-filed minutes. Although I might be seriously tempted. . . . Even if I did turn it on, for say, five minutes, naturally I would never tell anyone about it . . . And if I don't tell anyone, then it doesn't count. So there.

Damn you, LOST. Damn you all to hell.

Monday, November 06, 2006

Fires author Nick Antosca reads at The Class of 2007 Reading Series

If you live in NYC or are going to be in the area on November 8th, be sure to head down to the Box Car Lounge to hear Nick Antosca read from his new book, Fires, which will be released by Impetus mid-December.

The Class of 2007 Reading Series is hosted by Jami Attenberg (author of Instant Love) and highlights the work of first time authors publishing their debut works this year.

The Boxcar Lounge is located at 168 Ave B (10th/11th).

Go check it out!

Sunday, November 05, 2006


Thanks, But No Thanks-- Or, Having To Say No

Saying no is something that doesn't come easily to me-- but, as a publisher, its something both Willy and I have to do every day--whether we like it or not. Although our submission requirements and our mission statement are posted clearly, in bold on our website, every day we get queries from people who haven't bothered to read them. This results in an inbox clogged with submissions we wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole--not because they're not viable projects in their own right, but because its just not what we do. We publish no genre function at all-- and that includes mysteries, thrillers, romances, chick-lit, and adventure fiction. Oh, and by the way--we don't publish non-fiction either. Or poetry--a fact which doesn't adequately explain why I got a package of handwritten poems in my Post Office box last month . . .

Often times I leave the rejections to Willy, as he's far more tactful than I (I'm a New Yorker. And a bitch. So sue me). There's also the added issue of the fact that when I write rejections, no matter how nice I am, many, (usually male) writers decide to respond by being complete and utter assholes. Now, I don't know when this whole "let's be rude to publishers to get some attention" thing came into Vogue--probably around the time Gerard Jones became infamous for his website Everyone Who's Anyone. I actually really like Gerard, and respect what he does, but I can't understand how some writers think its a good idea to send threatening, insulting, or harassing emails to prospective publishers. Its going to get you remembered all right--but for totally the wrong reason. Maybe its a gender thing--and I suspect it is. Because I can, and often do, write rejections on Willy's email account (hey, there's only two of us--sometimes we have to multitask), and I have never once encountered rudeness in doing so under the guise of a male persona. I'm also willing to believe it might simply be a coincidence, but I have a sneaking suspicion its not.

The point is, we hate having to say no--we want Impetus to be this alternative space for writers who have no real place in the market. And when we take said writers on and say "Welcome home," we mean it. But, we can't take everybody in--we don't have the financial resources to do so-nor would we want to. That being said, we have to limit what we publish. And, if I'm going to put my hard-earned dollars into backing a book, I really HAVE to love it. And I'm a picky bitch--I don't naturally love everything I read.

However, I'm reading Heidi Julavits's book The Uses of Enchantment right now, and am loving it. This could be because it fits perfectly into a chapter of my dissertation on Freud's Dora that I'm currently working on--or it could be that its just a damn good book. I'm also multitasking by cooking butternut squash soup, cracklin' cornbread, and chocolate-peanut butter-chip cookies right now. Having the time to be a kitchen whore gives me deep domestic pleasure, but I guess that's neither here nor there.

Friday, November 03, 2006


Whether You Fall

Its really difficult to be an independent publisher these days. What's even harder though, is trying to be an independent publisher, a novelist, as well as finishing your doctorate in English. Add the terrifying prospect of being on the job market this fall to that. Then throw the added craziness of trying to have a relationship into the mix. Stir well. And then stand back as everything blows up in your face on a regular basis.

I'm worried all the time, even as I know I'm taking on far, far too much--that I'm not actually doing enough. Not enough for my authors, who are depending on me to get their books out there and help them shape their literary careers, not enough to my dissertation-- which suffers woefully most of the time under my inattentive eye, to my creative work, which is largely just a fond memory at this point, or to my relationship--the area of my life that suffers the most consistently from neglect. I don't want to disappoint anyone-- and because of that I'm terified that I'll end up disappointing EVERYONE.

Under the stress of trying to get distribution for our titles, traveling to do readings, constant emails and phone calls, under the stress of finishing a freelance novel-for-hire and starting on the seemingly endless edits my publishers require, its hard to keep everything in perspective and remember just why Willy and I started this press in the first place-- we wanted to make a difference. But in a publishing climate that's uncaring and dismissive at best, its becoming harder and harder to convince myself that we'll be able to make any kind of a change at all.

On top of this, I'm exhausted--so tired that I can barely hold a conversation at the end of the day. I write and talk all day long-- the last thing I want to do is have a heart-to-heart when I come home at night. Most of the time I feel shell-shocked, unable to really listen, or form words. I'm so tired I can't even really read for pleasure anymore-- it just feels like work to me. All I really want to do is watch mindless television, eat soup out of a can, and fall asleep with a glass of cognac in my hand. As you can probably tell, this isn't making me too popular with my boyfriend, who I don't think has an idea of exactly how wiped out I am. I've written 200 pages of this novel-for-hire in 3 weeks-- something that really took it out of me in ways I can't even really fathom. This makes me a lousy girlfriend, and an even worse friend. Don't even ask me when the last time I've been able to listen to my friend's problems was--I'd be too embarassed to tell you. I miss my old life, at times. I miss my boyfriend just being . . . my boyfriend. Now my boyfriend's my co-publisher, and there's no place for any romance in our lives. I was ready to just give up this morning. And then I turned on my Ipod, and Tracy Bonham's Whether You Fall came on randomly. As I sat there and listened, I began to feel a little better.

I have to keep reminding myself that its the SMALL strides that count, that really matter at the end of the day--not just the big moves. And every move is a step towards changing the landscape of publishing--each book I manage to put out there helps--even a little. And at the end of the day, maybe that's all we can hope for. And sometimes, just showing up every day--in relationships as well as publishing--is enough.

"Whether you fall, means nothing at all
Its whether you get up,
its whether you get up . . ."

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Sunday Salon Chicago Photographs

Here are the few shots I took of the Impetus Chicago excursion. I should've been more trigger happy, as I just got a new digital camera, but there's something about taking pictures of people reading in dark places that makes me uncomfortable--but I promise to overcome this problem in time for the next reading.


Left to right: Anthony, Lisa, Kate, Jennifer


My fancy-pants, ergonomic book display system


Sunday Salon Chicago host Mike Zapata


Kate Hunter reads from The Dream Sequence


Kate Hunter reads from The Dream Sequence


Jennifer Banash reads from Hollywoodland: An American Fairy Tale


Jennifer Banash reads from Hollywoodland: An American Fairy Tale

Let Them Eat Cake

I have a love/hate relationship with Marie Antionette--and all things Versaille. I am, in equal parts, fascinated and horrified by what went on there--so much so that my next novel takes place at the Court of Versaille in the time of Louis XIV. Since Sofia Coppola is, hands down, my favorite young director, I waited with breathless anticipation for the release of Marie Antoinette--a film I was sure I was going to love. Much to my surprise, when I first saw the film, I absolutely hated it. i thought it was a badly drawn pastiche, what Frederic Jameson calls "a statue with blind eyeballs." A beautiful glossy surface on which the light reflects--nothing more. But, I couldn't ignore the fact that when I sat through the film, I was starving, having no time to eat lunch, and all I could really think about was going with Willy to eat ribs after . . . (those who know me well will not be shocked by this admission).

After stuffing myself with ribs and cornbread, and reading Stephanie Zachareck's sympathetic and well-thought-out review of the film on Salon.com, I knew I had to see it again to be sure. So, i went back to the theater the following weekend, and, what can I say? This time I absolutely loved it. Coppola has a way of telling a story so quietly and unobtrusively that it is very easy to underestimate her abilities. And, of course, the film is so beautifully shot that it almost hurts to look at it--everything is styled in gorgeous pastel candy-colors of pink and blue, silver and gold. Coppola was actually the first filmmaker to be granted the privilege of shooting the film INSIDE Versaille, and to watch the characters interact in rooms I myself have stood in repeatedly, was beyond amazing. As for pastiche, if Coppola leaves Marie Antoniette herself largely undrawn, a blank for the audience to fill-in, isn't that the point? And aren't we missing Coppola's entire argument if we fail to realize this as viewers? After all, who really KNEW the REAL Marie Antoinette? She was whatever the public wanted her to be on any given day: A piece of candy, a bargaining chip, a royal womb, a traitor, a foreigner, a spendthrift, a teenager.

I don't know why Court life fascinates me the way it does--it certainly has something to do with the glorious excess of it all: the yards of satin and lace, the jewel-encrusted fans, the pavillions in the garden with billowing white sheets--complete with crystal chandeliers. The gossip. The backstabbing and cattiness--a society based on the ability to be witty, to impress your dinner guests. Many critics have pointed out that MA is one of the last political films to come along in a decade--but I don't think politics is at all Coppola's point. Coppola makes films about girls who are trying desperately to become women, thrown into often isolated worlds they cannot control. In Marie Antoinette's case, that world was created long before she arrived onto the scene--and she had little hopes of changing it once she became Queen. She was Austrian--a foreigner--and therefore, not to be trusted. Her royal status did absolutely nothing to change that.

If anything, Coppola's film makes us see that things aren't so diferent now. The lifestyles of the elite few are still glorified and celebrated as they live in their mansions, yelling at their servants--while the (mostly silent) majority cluster around the grounds, begging for bread. Too bad we don't get some torches and start a revolution--but then again, the French have always been more politically subversive--which perhaps explains why this film was booed at Cannes--its an extremely AMERICAN take on Versaille--one that embraces our oldest American pastime--the rampant buying, selling, and consuming of goods.

Monday, October 30, 2006

Reading Last Night at The Sunday Salon, Chicago

The reading last night went really well. Willy and I--along with our friend Anthony-- rolled into Chi-City around 1 PM and immediately headed to the Wicker Park/Bucktown area as we wanted to poke into some stores, and grab a bite of lunch . . . before meeting Kate Hunter four hours later for dinner. What can I say? We're foodies-deal with it. Went to Bin Cafe and Wine Bar--a place I love--and had a lovely brunch of eggs and mimosa's and just tried to relax before the reading (God knows why I get so goddamn nervous, but, unfortunately, I do). I bought a really nice bottle of Syrah to take home with me (Yes, I'm also a wine snob. Big surprise) and we hit a few stores in the area for clothes shopping. Willy and Anthony are surprisingly good shoppers--probably because they're a bunch of metrosexuals.

We hit Cafe Lula in Logan Square at a little before 5 PM and had a drink at the bar while waiting for Kate Hunter, author of The Dream Sequence--a book we are very proud of. Kate showed up with her friend Lisa, who had flown all the way from LA to see Kate read. Lisa owns a vintage clothing store in LA and is a doll. Before I go on, let me say a little about Kate Hunter: Kate, quite simply, is one of the most talented and KIND people I have ever had the privelege of meeting in my life. She never has anything but nice words for us, and she's one of those people who is just really REAL. She is the complete oppostite of the typical writerly Prima-Donna-Diva, and is grateful for everything that comes her way. She's been HIV posiitive for 19 years, so she's the very definition of a survivor. Every time I get around her I get all tongue-tied and stupid. Also, she's really pretty--but I guess that's neither here nor there . . .

We had a lovely dinner of roast chicken (though the food wasn't as fab as I remember it being--which made me cranky (the only thing that makes me crankier than bad books are bad meals--and the only thing that makes me crankier than bad meals are bad meals I have to pay for. Grrrr . . . ), but a few glasses of good wine assuaged the situation, and we headed out to the Charleston Bar for the reading. The bar was a really nice neighborhood-ey venue--lots of wood and little chairs and tables. We met Mike Zapata, who was co-hosting, and basically the reading went swimmingly. Elizabeth Crane was there, author of All This Heavenly Glory and When the Messenger is Hot (Best title ever). Elizabeth was a total sweetheart--she'd been nice enough to put Kate up for the weekend AND blurbed her book as well. She's one of those people who you begin talking to, and immediately feel at home--like you've known them for years. Now that I'm thinking about it, we really should've bought her ass a drink . . . Sorry, Elizabeth--next time, we promise!

Jessa Crispin from Bookslut showed up--specifically to see us--which absolutely blew me away. We talked to her for a while, and I was so nervous that I'm sure I began babbling incoherently like a maniac (I am a total geek when I get nervous--go figure). But, she graciously put up with our nonsense and was sweet as can be. I felt like screaming from the top of my lungs "She's not an impenetrable ice-goddess of the indie book world! She's nice! She's really nice!" Even if she has more literary power than God, it clearly hasn't gone to her head. I was so happy that she was there, but then when I got up to read I was just so NERVOUS that I kept tripping over my words. Not helping this was the fact that I was on the DARKEST stage I've ever been on in my life. I was seriously going blind. As a result, I'm sure I read like an 80 year old woman suffering from dementia.

After the reading we hung around to schmooze a bit, and then began the arduous 4 hour trip back to Iowa City--which truly sucked like nothing has ever sucked before. Thank God I wasn't driving. I fell asleep with Willy and Anthony chattering excitedly away about linguistics, of all things, in my sleeping ears.
After a lengthy hunt for the audio files, the podcast from the Impetus Press KGB reading of September 18th is now available for download. The mp3 can be downloaded here and a review of the reading (as well as a download link) should be up on the KGB Lit website before too long.

-wb
Here it is: the first post of The Impetus Blog. This will be the place to find the latest news, events and new release information from Impetus Press. And--being a blog--there will be plenty of random musings on books, publishing, movies, and life and culture in general from Jennifer Banash and Willy Blackmore, publishers at Impetus Press.

Stay tuned.